(00:49 / Saturday, June 16, 2007)
Heroine
Rachel: NO you didnt need to fall out of the chair to embarrass yourself! You already did! And you very kindly did the favour for Sijia and I too!
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I just scanned through my inaccessible old blog (HAH) and realise that my life in the past wasnt a very memorable much. Its like how I'd used to go round in circles so as to confide in the blog but also in fear that the target actually chances upon my post and yeah, guess I havent changed much? I used to hate how people can be so ignorant, even though more than half the time I'd think that the person did it to spite me, or maybe she just wanted extra attention and whatnot. And its just how quickly they change when they are with a different group of people, and how they just become a different personality and then make you think twice whether you actually know the person. Or whether that person is too insecure (SOUNDS WRONG but its early morning, i ran out of vocabs) with all the split personalities and all the pretense and WHATNOT. I guess I used to be too sensitive, or something else along that line. But then again, isnt the cause of sensitivity, jealously?
And I'm just assuming its one of those unhappy morning moods that is driving me to this state of mental abnormality. Come to think of it, how often do you get to be nocturnal and post a totally-unlike-yourself post while your mother is packing her luggage for a business trip the following day? :] ohyeah did I mention, my mother gave me money after I told her I was broke from going out with Rachel Christine & Sijia. Haha yay so I'm quite happy now and I'm sure I'll miss her.
I think she thought I was in some state of mental depression just now because she asked if we wanted anything from Japan and I, very excitedly, shouted, "I WANT SNOW!".
And what the hell happened to my be-healthy diet! I was stuffing
Bakwa samples down my throat at Bee Cheng Hiang! Goshgoshgosh. And its really unfair how I always seem to be
growing* from my punctual meals.
* Sideways, not upwards.